I sat there quietly observing what was in front of me as I sipped on my drink. It was the first time I was in a group of naked girls. We were ten in total, all naked. Except for the light getting in through the balcony, there was no light on. I had forgotten all their names already except for Remy. Remy brought me here. She had told me it was a girl party and that I should get to know people…stop being a loner of sorts. Since it was within my hostel, I thought to myself `why not…’
That’s how I got myself there. It was a nude party. As soon as you got in, you’re clothes had to leave your body. They said it was appreciating nudity, embracing femininity. Personally, I have no problem being naked so I took my clothes off. They were staring at me the whole while as if appraising my body. I guess it was because I was new to them.
There was music on. Soft, soul touching music but mostly erotic. That’s something you couldn’t miss in the atmosphere, the eroticism. It was right there in the air you breathed in, it was there in the looks in their eyes. It was as if there was a tension silently waiting to crack. I could feel eyes on my body as I sat on a bed within the room with a drink I had been offered in a disposable in my hand. I sipped my drink and quietly watched my surroundings. For some reason there was a quiet spell. Everyone was calmly sipping there drinks. I don’t know whether they have a no talking rule or not. It was that music. The words. They were words that made your body tense. A girl sat next to me on the bed. Her bare thigh was against mine. I looked down briefly and looked up again.
`Are you okay?’ she was asking me. I silently nodded and looked ahead. Someone had started to dance. It wasn’t something casual. It was an expression that was pretty sexual. Her breasts were bouncing on her chest. I remember thinking about ripe melons. Her waist was moving slowly in tune to the music. She had the body of a seductress lush and curved in all the right places. She’s the sort of person who ought to be naked. Naked worked for her. All eyes were on her. Her hands were moving slowly over her body. For me, it was the look in her eyes that had me hooked, the way she parted her lips…my lips suddenly felt dry. I passed my tongue over them.
Her eyes were suddenly on me and within seconds eyes were drifting from her to me to her…
Goosebumps formed on my skin as a thought struck my head: she was performing for me. She started to move towards me. I was looking at her and wondering how I had gotten there. When did I get this far? Was I actually lesbian? Would I ever turn back to my former life? She took the completely forgotten drink from my hand and placed it on the floor. Then she threw me back onto the bed. The girl next to me moved a little further. A part of me told me to bolt but a greater bit wanted to be there.
I don’t know whether it was curiosity or something else. My heart started to race. I didn’t remember her name. She got onto the bed and spread her legs over me cowgirl style. She bent over and touched my neck with her tongue. She slightly moaned and I found myself moaning too. Fire lit up in my body.
`You’re beautiful,’ she whispered into my ear nibbling my earlobe in the process. I actually forgot it wasn’t just us in the room. Her lips caught my nipple and she entertained it. Then she moved on to the other. She touched my entire body with her mouth, her tongue…I was on edge. There’s something about getting intimate with a fellow woman that arouses your insides. It’s pretty emotional I should say, sweet. She kissed my inner thighs and I practically pushed my lower body to her face. I needed her there. I needed her to touch my cunt. Then I felt other lips on my breasts. My eyes came open and two girls were kissing my breasts each attending to one. Then I felt several hands all over my body. I started to tremble.
A finger slightly touched my cunt and it was gone in lighting speed. Someone was passing her fingers through my hair, as if to calm me down. Tears were at the edges of my eyes, and when I thought I could take it no more, I felt a tongue slide into my hole and another on my clit. I trembled and cried out. It was pleasure beyond all pleasures. I came right there, orgasm after orgasm. My limbs went weak. I lay back and let the tears flow down the edges of my eyes. Someone kissed away my tears and I realised that there was no turning back for me. I was officially into girls, into women, into the females…I was indeed lesbian. I realised I would need more of this.
Yours truly,
Trudie.
