Ok guys, before you judge me let me say that until weeks ago I was a 22-year-old virgin who not only has never had sex but also never even kissed a girl. So please don’t judge unless you would not have done the same thing if you were in my situation.
It all began on Wednesday night when I was drinking alone in my room and surfing the web (sad I know). I got so drunk I just went ahead to call a friend that had a number of a prostitute. I never thought I would do this. She said she wasn’t “working” anymore and if I wanted the number of one of her friends. I said “no I’m good” and hung up. This simple call changed a lot of things, I always considered getting a prostitute the past year but I never thought I could go through with it, but this call fueled by alcoholic courage made me change my mind. So on Thursday night I took a few more shots and tried again. This time I called a few girls and of all of them were 10/10 hot wise but only one sounded really nice on the phone so I set up a meeting with her for 12pm on Saturday at her place. The thing about prostitutes, they usually don’t give out their real address until an hour before the meeting (to avoid stalkers I guess). On Friday night I couldn’t get any sleep. Due to a heavy work load at campus that entire week I was up late at night working on most days so I thought on Friday I would fall asleep as soon as I closed my eyes. But instead my subconscious kept awaking me every 15 minutes or so because this was such a big deal.
I was playing it cool but my subconscious must have been insanely excited. So I woke up real tired but knowing how big a day this was I drugged on. I took a shower, brushed my teeth and left to meet her. I called her at 11am and she texted me her address in Kabalagala. I arrived like 40 min early so I walked around the place and went to a sports betting place until it was time. Then I went to her house and rung her.
She was wearing a skimpy bra and lingerie panties. I realized she wasn’t as hot, but I didn’t mention it. This one wasn’t 10/10 but a solid 8 and I just wanted to have sex so instead I told her she looked even better in person. She immediately asked if I had her “gift” so I handed her the 80k in cash and she put it away and sat on her bed. Her room was kinda messy but what did I care, here was sexy 5.9 woman in front of me and it was about to finally happen. I sat her down on the bed and told her my situation, that I was a virgin and I also never kissed before and that I wanted to try those today. She was surprised but understanding and smiled a lot and said it was totally fine. The thing about most prostitutes it’s their job to not just have sex with you but to seem nice and interested in whatever you say. This one was good at that. She was from Mbra I guess so her English was a little broken but definitely understandable and she could keep a conversation going. I asked her to take off her top and she did and then her panties, before she could even do that I took them off. And from there I pretty much tried everything with her that I know from porn. And this I regret because I actually went down on her too. I told myself I wouldn’t but I did anyway out of compulsion. I can only hope I didn’t catch any STDs, I really regret doing that!
The embarrassing thing though was my performance anxiety. I always thought that I would have premature ejaculation my first time and maybe until my 10th time. So I jerked off like 4 times before going to meet her. When I was there, the lack of sperm in my system coupled with the nervousness of doing it for the first time made it really hard to keep an erection. Every time it would go soft she would suck it and make it hard again but once inside it will go soft after a while. In fact I was unable to come inside her.
It only happened after an hour when I finally jerked off with her on her knees in front of me. So I decided to give up masturbation and porn from now on, at least cut down on them drastically. Also I was really awkward with the motions, I need to practice those a lot more because until now it was just me sitting down and using my hand. Good things I learned about myself was that I didn’t come right away and also I wasn’t shaky and nervous like I thought I would be, I was actually pretty calm. I especially enjoyed the french kissing, it felt really nice and she showed me some techniques. At first I was pretty awkward but after like 5 min. I got pretty good. Now if a girl kissed me I could actually perform like I’ve done it many times before.
I used a condom but like I said I really really regret going down on her. My plan is to go to a few more prostitutes until I get used to being with girls. Then I will go out there and try to get a girlfriend. Honestly I want that more than just sex. I’m not a bad looking guy and I am sorta well off financially and socially I can hold my own. But for many emotional reasons I never tried to get a girlfriend and even when it comes to friends I always push people away when it comes time to get close. I want to change my life this year, and this was a first step. I never wanted to lose my virginity to such a person but you have to do what you have to do I guess.
Anyway I don’t know what I tried to achieve by writing all this but I felt like I had to say it and share it with someone. I know there is a stigma to all this but I don’t really care, I had to do what I had to do.
….we narrated to writer by a KIU finalist
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